Monday, May 19, 2014

Second Guess

I loved the way you kissed me.
Through all of the muddled thoughts of “Stay away”
and “This won't end well”, my mind spiraled down
like a tornado about to touch the Earth's land with
nothing more than a gentle hand.

And now...
Sitting in my car: breath reeking of cigarettes,
eyes worn thin from hours of tequila filled conversation,
having fought to win a confined place in that lock-box heart,
and all I'm left with are immature thoughts that wash away
every last bit of my self logistics, leaving me breathless in a room
of winding air...

Yet do I listen to this ill-fated prophecy?
Is it even prophecy? Is this nothing more
than the worried concerns of the old-time
friend who has seen the raptures of previous lovers?
Does he recall on how to take a risk, or is this
unmistakably familiar?

There's shouting and bickering, so much so
that I internally scream it all to silence.
Nonetheless there is a continued thought,
ringing like the tick of a grandfather clock:

I loved the way he kissed me.

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

Reverie

Doors: crashing thunder,
breaking light, soon blood drips
down my chin. Coat myself
in ancient sands,
tell myself I'm in it,
to win.

Rose petals raining, I'm lost,
lost in the blood of my friends.
Puddles, to rivers, to oceans,
I coat myself in ancient sands.

Gates: splitting lightning,
crowds like lions roaring.
I'm gone in the rhythm of my heartbeat,
I'm swimming in the blood of my friends.

The moment, launching forward: A loose cannon,
with symphonies of metal and hungry lions,
sunlight blinded eyes.
As I coat myself in ancient sands,
coming only to realize,
I'm fighting for the blood of my friends.